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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

@ 2:50 AM
Hello . Urghh , i having very very veryyy bad flu now . Keep on sneezing . Then , stomach ache . Fever . Vey very high fever . Idk what to do . Slept alr . No sign of recovery at all . Omg . I'm like so cold . And all because of last Sat . Went to geylang . It was like packed with Malay ppl . Ade yg got Body odour . Tak tahu how to spell . Ade yg selekeh , pengotoh all this . Sempat beli all the baju raya before time buka . Mine's lime green . Mum told us to buy same pattern , diff color . I hate . Wtv . Havent bought shoes . Buying it , this sat , i think . Pissed off . Yest , also . Have to bau minyak kapak all the way . Gawd . Aft sch pulak ade cip , have to go mosque . Idk what is called . Forgot . And it's like my first time going there . It's so freaking big . Woah , i'm like , woah , lawar jgk eh ? Ahh , Have to help , pack food - porridge . So , hot there . Aft that , waited for idk what . While waiting , baringbaring , playing hp's , catching and all . Aft that , have to distribute , porridge . Was very malas . But nvm . Ppl , sembahyang , i never . Then , buka ate , idk what . Have to eat with hand . I'm like '' no forks and spoons uh ? '' But nvm , just eat uh , gasak uh . Have to share pula tu . Geli giler . Eeeeeeee . Even though with malay ppl i share , but still geli . Well . Then ate ice cream . I didnt expect it to be soo not nice . Its very cair you know . I never eat . Eka habes kan -.- . Then today , celebrated teachers day . The concert was okay . otw to class was a disaster . Qin started cubitcubit me , when i didnt do anyth to her . Kau kan memang giler Qin (: Aft all , she made my day . Iwas is a badd mood . Ppl keep on calling me . Like every minute have to pick up phone . I'm like , tating nye . If my pp8 low , ppl you called me manymany times , buy for me pp8 card uh . Darn you .Tak jadi go Pv . Sist told me got manymany ppl . Lucky never go . At class , played games and all . Boring giler . Tmr Qin b'day . Never buy for her anyth yet . No money ^^ Anw , happy birthday in Advanced , Manap (: May all your wishes come true (: Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .



'' I can't say a word when i'm with you ''

somewhere
too far for us to find.


Thursday, August 26, 2010

@ 3:29 AM
Hello . Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , everyone loves my watch (: Yessssss !
Ahaha . So bored . Back to single again -.-'' What only . Well , . This sat gg buy bajuuuuuu !
Till here . Got no mood . Bye .
'' i'm over you . ''

somewhere
too far for us to find.


Saturday, August 21, 2010

@ 1:45 AM
Hello (: Oh , i'm so bored now . Nth to do , so i decided to blog (: Today , time is very very very veryyyyyyyyyyy slow -.-'' Nvr fast , fogot to bace niat , again . Woke up at 10++ ?? Ate breakfast , bathe . Then watched tv . Watched mio tv , movie . '' Dairy of a wimpy kid '' with sisters and aunt Ah . Oh , it's soooooooooooooo Awesome ((: Y'all should watch . Ahah , now , alone in the room . Mum and sis gg out later . Younger sis , sick ; fever . Well , Hmm . Aunt went to Orchard to meet her friend . Nth to do now . So bored . Into , fb , chat and tumlr -.-'' Hmm . Oooooooooooo , mum told us , we buying new watch (; Yay ! No need to wear that watch to school again as ppl in my class started to wear the same watch as me -.- '' You all are sucha copycat ! Hmmmph ! Cannot wait . Then , next week buy , all the hari raya stuff and all . Yeah . Till here . Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . Nth else to write .


'' Fcuk it ! I love you like mad . ''

somewhere
too far for us to find.


Thursday, August 19, 2010

@ 2:42 AM
Hello (: Long long long timeeeeeeeeeeee (; Ahah , today , good mood uh . Sch as usual , got commont test 2 just now . Maths and science . Both are okay . Yest , English and Geog ,, oh , geography was a disaster ! i couldnt finish all of the questions . i leave a lot of space blank , crapp ? It was soooooooo freaking hard . what i studied , never came out -.- , arsehole ! I'm like , okay , i know i'll fail . Seriously . Well , today , never puasa , very hungry , never buka . So malas to bangun . uhh , tmr should fast . maybe ?? :/ Yay ! Next week buying hari raya bajuuuuuuuuu ! Harapharap tak la , pat geylang yer ? There , freaking hot . But , mum told us , buying clothes at kampong glam . Well , plan to pick green baju kurung . Kebaya was last year (: Tak sabar i . Ahah . Now , into , facebook , blog , tumblr , chat , and on the phone with friend . So boooooooooring . nth to do . Hmm , hari raya , maybe gg out with old friends , i dunt wanna la . Malas . Family will do (; Collecting money aje , if not , no way am i going . Just for the sake , sacrifice la abit . So many things happened . Hheh , patch ngan dier alek ^^ . So cartoon lor . Well , what to do ? Till here . Byebye .



'' Why didnt i feel your love ? I think alot about you more than i should probably should . ''

somewhere
too far for us to find.


Monday, August 16, 2010

@ 4:56 AM
We used to talk until forever on some nights . We used to just laugh at the stupidest things together . You used to tell me things no one else knew cause you knew I wouldn't say anything . We loved being with each other . That's the problem , " We used to . " But now I don't seem to exist . I'd get a hey from time to time . And at times when I know you're hurting I wanna be there for you but we've fallen too far from each other . I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you . How good you look when you smile . How much I love your laugh . I daydream about you off and on , replaying pieces of our conversations ; laughing at funny things that you said or did . I've memorised your face and the way that you look at me . I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine . I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds , I know one things for sure ; you're the best thing that ever happened to me . I make a distance you because that's my way of protecting you . I'm scared that I'm never going to stop loving you . I'm walking away from us , I'm walking away from you . I'm walking away from nothing , because you were never mine to lose . Memories they take me back , Every moment fades to black , Every kiss and every taste , I wish time would ease my pain . I still have feelings for you .

somewhere
too far for us to find.



No more misery . @ 4:56 AM

somewhere
too far for us to find.


Saturday, August 14, 2010

@ 2:54 AM
Hello . So long since i've post . Updating now (: So many things happened . Hmm . 5 months with A , alr over . Nvr do anything ? Broke up on that day , patch with him back ? maybe ? soon ? Ahah ^^ Now , fb , tumblr and chat . Studied just now . From 2.02 pm to 5.05 pm . I remember . Lol . Common test start alr . Studied science just now . Tmr geog . Oh , hope i pass uh . Hmm . Today , nvr puase , forgot to bace niat yest night . Awwwwwwwww :( Tonight must remember . Yest B2ST & 4MINUTE reached singapore . Cannot see them at airport cause must got the vip ticket ? Or something ? They reached at 2.1pm .If not , i'd go sia . I want meet Gi Kwang so the very very veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy much . How i wish . Hmmm . B2ST , went back to Korea at 8.am today . At terminal 3 . Ala , they go Sg just to support the koreans for the YOG thingy . Oh well . They , gg Sg back on Septemeber . Advertising hp's this time ^^ I want go , pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ?? Pretty please ? Uhh , oh well . I freaking love Gi kwang . In love with him ? Ahah , dream on .


For you ; I love you , that's why i'm speechless when i'm with you . Pardon the way i stare , there's nothing to compare . The sight of you leaves me weak , thee are no words left to speak . But if you feel like i feel , please let me know that it's real . You just too good to be true . I can't take my eyes of you . Shame on me for leaving you . I feel like such an idiot because i had a chance with you and i got scared and fcuked everything up . Now , i want to be with you so badly and i think i deserve another chance , but i an't help but think that i won't get one . You have got to know , i love you . Sorry , for taking you for granted . I love you .


'' Let the right one in , let the old dreams die , let the wrong ones go . ''

somewhere
too far for us to find.