WHITE LIES
Wednesday, May 19, 2010

@ 2:48 AM

So many things happened recently . Idk which one to start first .MYE finally over . Yay ? Oh no way, Failed my History . Maths ? I think i fail . I could not concentrate at all . Slept for how many minutes . Aiyo . So sad . Well, floorball training yesterday, did not play well . Mr Lim got a new coach for the sec ones -.-'' A girl . I could not concentrate at all . I kept thinking of someone . Haiz . Had to do the running thing . ''Simple dribble'' Run non-stop . My leg cramp now . Then after the training take back my phone from a teacher . Recieved a message . I read it, and i replied ''why ?'' He went to Hospital . Broke his hand and leg . Awww, Crap . Cannot see him until June holiday end . Or maybe for 3 months he told me . He'll confirm to me on Friday . I missed him alot . Get to see him only for a day after the one week holiday . Supposed to visit him today . None of my girlfriends wanted, only his friends, not following cause i'll be left out, the only girl . I miss him like hell . I cried alot yesterday . Where are you ? Why can he act like he can't remember when i can't even pretend i was able to forget ? I miss you bby . I shed a tear whenever i miss you .. Idk when to meet you . Aww, it's okay . Get well soon, my dear . i used to laugh alot everyday, without fail . But today, i did'nt, instead, i was sad . Sadistic much for me today . I did laugh . I did smile . But i fake it . I kept wondering how are you doing . Even if i see, you're not next to me, you and i can't be apart even though i pull my hands out and call for you, seems like you're so far away, My heart keeps on longing for you to be here . But somehow, the problem that i had can't be solved . Nvm . I'll be strong, I'll wait for you until you come back to school, i promise you, when i see you in school later, i'll say ''I miss you, i love you'' You're my wonderwall . If stars would fall everytime i would think of you, the sky would be empty .
Bye .


Aliyah

somewhere
too far for us to find.