WHITE LIES
Friday, June 25, 2010

I HATE YOU . @ 12:09 AM
I over - think everything . From how long it takes to text back , to what the lyrics in my status mean to me . It worries me how much i like you . It worries me that you don't like me as much as I like you . I'm losing my appetite and losing my sleep . i stay up all night thinking of perfect scenarios . You make me happier than i ever thought i could be . And also more scared than i ever thought i could be . Could you maybe just hold my hand and tell me that everything is going to be okay ? I miss the times we used to talk on the phone . I miss the way you stare at me and looked away the moment i started to look at you . I miss the times where we walked together to school even though we did not talk much . I miss the times where we sacrifice our sleep and wake up early in the morning just to text each other . I miss the old you and now , I hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you I HATE YOU . But , i still love you .

somewhere
too far for us to find.