WHITE LIES
Monday, August 16, 2010

@ 4:56 AM
We used to talk until forever on some nights . We used to just laugh at the stupidest things together . You used to tell me things no one else knew cause you knew I wouldn't say anything . We loved being with each other . That's the problem , " We used to . " But now I don't seem to exist . I'd get a hey from time to time . And at times when I know you're hurting I wanna be there for you but we've fallen too far from each other . I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you . How good you look when you smile . How much I love your laugh . I daydream about you off and on , replaying pieces of our conversations ; laughing at funny things that you said or did . I've memorised your face and the way that you look at me . I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine . I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds , I know one things for sure ; you're the best thing that ever happened to me . I make a distance you because that's my way of protecting you . I'm scared that I'm never going to stop loving you . I'm walking away from us , I'm walking away from you . I'm walking away from nothing , because you were never mine to lose . Memories they take me back , Every moment fades to black , Every kiss and every taste , I wish time would ease my pain . I still have feelings for you .

somewhere
too far for us to find.